melfice's Blog

Well I've never cheated on any of my girlfriends before. I even think it is very normal to fall for other girls because I'm an humain. It is not because I ve done it wrong this time that i will keep on cheating. I'm not like that. I just think that the passtion with my acctual girlfriend is gone. It's just the end between me and her. And for now I just don't know how to telle her it's over. Like I said, my girlfriend has everything for her. I don't even think that I will keep on seeing the other girl to be honest.

I have been with my girl friend for almost 3 years now. She's a very attractive girl, clever and interesting. But that’s not the issue. A couple months ago I’ve met someone. A very good looking girl like so many others … Nothing happened ‘till a few days ago. I log on facebook. I usually put the chat mode on off ‘cause I don’t wanna be bothered. But this time, just by curiosity, I wanted to see who were on line. The only person on line was this girl. I didn’t do anything but she did and started the conversation with me. The conversation didn’t last 5 minutes. And right before I log off she gave me her cell phone number without having asked for it.

The next day I didn’t call her but she was in the back of my mind. So I called her the day after. I’m from Montréal, I was right in downtown and I called her at 6 o’clock. 15 minutes later we were in an Indian restaurant in the old port of Montréal. I must admit we had an excellent time. I was a bit nervous ‘cause I haven’t been in a date for a very long time. We end up at her place making out and it was fantastic. We made love but without penetration. She asked me to stay but I left and got back home at 3 am.

The next day, around 6 o’clock she text me and wanted to see me again. I 1st said no ‘cause I was suppose to spend the evening with my girlfriend. I arrived at my girlfriend’s apartment at around 8’oclock. I couldn’t stay. I told her that I was tired so I left and drove to the other girl’s apartment. We spend the evening together. We made love and I stayed there for the night. When we woke up, she told me she had to leave for Quebec City and will come back on Monday. It is now, Monday 3 am. We haven’t been in contact at all during the week end. I can’t stop think about her. I saw my girlfriend today, we had sex but I wasn’t into it and she noticed that I didn’t enjoy it as much as I usually do.

Something tells me that it was just a one night stand, well twice. ‘Cause she didn’t texted me or call me at all during the week end. My brain is about to expose ‘cause I can’t stop thinking about this girl. I checked my facebook account 10 times today, keep on watching ma cell phone. I think I’m going insane for a stupid girl that I didn’t really know a week ago. Is it possible to be in love after only 2 days ? Is this story going anywhere? And I Can’t sleep … I’m ridiculous. My girlfriend was so nice to me today, so I felt even more stupid. But I don’t feel guilty I dunno why. All I want now is to see that girl again, is that wrong ?